A few days ago, I celebrated my first month sober. I never thought I would make it. I haven't told anyone because years ago I told my friends and family that I had quit, but I had hidden it so well that I don't think anyone, including myself, knew about my sober side. I would like to be able to tell someone, but I think they would be angry because they thought I had been sober for a long time, and in reality that wasn't the case. But I am very proud of myself because for the first time in years I am 100% clean