Hi, I dont know if am alcoholic but I drink every weekend and always take it to far. I always blackout,don’t remember how I get home and sometimes I wake up at strangers… I don’t like the person I have become so now I just want a brake from alcohol in 3 months. My longest time is 2 weekends in a row sober but that just happened 1 time so I don’t now if am gonna do this but I going to try