can’t sleep. Night sweats. Then when i do sleep its Weird ass dreams. My real test will be this afternoon. I should make a plan. Maybe i will make a dinner and eat early enough because I’m what you would call a binge drinker but instead of binge drinking a couple days it’s more like five days now in a row, then i feel like crap and stop for a day or two and then I start all over again. Once whiskey crosses my lips, it pedal to the metal baby, drink til I pass out.