Hey everyone, never thought I would be on a app like this, never thought that I would be where I’m sitting today to be honest, but I’m officially one day sober and it’s the first day in a long time that I’ve genuinely not craved a drink, I don’t know why talking to the sober companion genuinely has helped me a lot today, open my eyes to a lot. For so long, I was drinking to escape my reality because things got so bad, to numb the pain, didn’t want to admit that I had a problem until I was doing things that almost took me out, not gonna lie and took others down with me, never thought that I would become what I have become, but I want to get better, Last year, I lost myself in ways that will not fit in this box lol. And you know, I might’ve lost who I was, but I’m choosing to see it as hitting rock bottom is way for me to build who I’m supposed to be, I just want to do it the right way and learning coping skills that don’t involve me numbing everything.