Well it happens people come and go.. my first love was able to grab me at my lowest and actually help me in a way I couldn’t help myself. He got me sober and he did it well. Then one day we stopped talking. I used that night… something about this man made everything in my world okay not just for a moment. From the time I woke up till I went to bed this man had me at peace. I wonder how I’ll hold sobriety like that again with him gone.