hey guys. who else suffers from extreme derealization/depersonalization after stopping drinking? i’m not in the withdrawal phase anymore. (i think lol) no physical symptoms at all. it’s been about 3 weeks since i had my last binge (went on a crazy binge that lasted almost 2 months). i can’t get past a week tho, i end up having just one or two beers to feel like a human. bro it’s so hard to describe. i’m numb, i feel disconnected from everything i know & love. everyone and everything is like an NPC, including me. so scary. I don’t know if i can get through this. I feel okay for a few days, then this feeling kicks in… and the cycle repeats. I’m very thankful I have no urge to binge, but I just don’t need to drink any alcohol right now. Even if it’s one or two drinks. I have had a problem since I was 16. Turning 21 soon. I don’t know who I am without it. I can’t live like that anymore. But this is so hard.