6 days sober feeling pretty good:) i didn’t sleep at all last night but went to the gym at like 10am, ran 3 miles and even got a lift in!! might spend the weekend to catch up on homework. so nice to be sober dude. i’m not abnormally bloated like i used to be. i mean i get bloated still from js eating but idk my appetite is also not bad as it used to be. i mean im not getting drunk like i used to and js ordering random shit then along with eating even more the next day cus i would be so hungover. so yea:) not sure if anyone will see this but ill keep venting anyway. js the energy levels are so crazy to me now. like wdym i got like max 1 hour of sleep and still got up and ran 3 MILES AND LIFTED??! woooo im so proud of myself. i get urges to drink but the craving is like way less bad as it used to be. i’m starting to watch anime and listen to music more.. journal more. read here and there. and i’m really into clash royale and skincare and eating somewhat healthy along wit taking vitamins everyday.. i also learned i like to curl my hair and do my makeup or do the over night curls.. i also like to shop on depop and look at outfits/quotes on pinterest.. i also have a more social media presence and i like to post to tiktok trends. i can actually text my family back in a timely manner and not feel ashamed or scared to talk to them like i would’ve been if i was hungover cus ik addictions run in the family and they have always warned me.