day 8! i cant believe I've made it this far. today, I was offered a cart and I said no! I've been drinking more though, to null the pain of not being able to smoke. I know it's not healthy and I need to knock it off, but ive been alcohol free for about 3 days now! and alcohol isn't something ive ever struggled with, and i can go to get drunk and then not drink for 5 months. like it's not a craving I have. not trying to justify in any way shape or form. let's get this