Today I’ve been sober for 46 days. I’ve noticed that when I listen to rap music, it really triggers my addiction. But I can’t relapse I can’t do that to my mom and dad. I’m aiming to reach at least 3–6 months sober. The cravings are still very strong, but I’m doing everything I can. I’ve even started praying to God. I’m willing to do whatever it takes to stay sober.