Yall today is just… a lot. I'm 3 months in now, and I really thought some of these emotional rollercoasters would have mellowed out a bit more by now. It just feels so INTENSE sometimes. My brain feels like it's on a continuous loop of thoughts and feelings I never dealt with before, and it's EXHAUSTING. I'm just so tired of feeling everything so deeply. This is HARD. Really, really hard. Anyone else just want to scream into a pillow sometimes?!