So it's my 3rd day and yesterday I decided to break away from it all. I realised that my husband wasn't willing to quit even thou he he told me and everyone else million of times he wanted to quit. I just had to be real with myself that I sacrificed so much even my own happiness to help him out of something he never wanted to in the first place. Only wanting the benefits of what I was about and even to the point of using his children as a reason or excuse to add to his drama story but after finding out what I did and his whole family enabling him to abuse , use and do with us as he pleases. I came to my senses and chose my boys who are 1 years old and 4 years old. Breaking away this time I'm not going back no matter how changed he pretends to be even if he became the king of London and changed. I forgive him, but I aren't changing my mind. He can divorce me, I won't break the vow though he has so many times. I'm done playing his game. I choose myself and my children and I trust God is gonna do the rest as I believe. Church was awesome and I felt myself home. Thank you God for letting go