I am only one day in and have such doubts in my head that I can do it, I’m afraid of how much my life is going to change all the things I will miss out on. Can I still have fun. My mom came to visit and she spoke to me, she doesn’t see my drinking as a major problem but as alcoholism is massive in both side of my family, she is telling me I am heading in the wrong direction and I think she is right. I have never had a week I have not had them drinks for maybe 10 years