ugh, okay, so this might be a little rambly, but I just gotta get this out. I'm about to hit 6 months, which is a BIG deal, and I'm so proud of that. Seriously. But today… today I just feel like screaming into a pillow. It's not a craving, it's just this overwhelming… blah. Like, the world is moving on, everyone's doing their thing, and I'm just here, trying to figure out how to be a normal human again. It's exhausting! 🔥 and I know it's part of the process, I know it's a phase, but sometimes I just wanna throw my hands up and be like, "Can this just be easier already?!" My brain feels like scrambled eggs sometimes, trying to process things without the old coping mechanisms. It’s hard work, this recovery thing. Really hard. But we keep going, right.