Hi guys I’m 3 weeks sober today, feeling lots of anxiety due to a lot of uncertainty in my life right now, it’s hard to trust my self I’ve always struggled with that because Ive always let my self down and it’s tricky when in order to get over that lack of trust I just need to show up for my self but doing so causes me a lot of anxiety it’s like this feed back mind fuck loop lol, however something that I am trying to embrace is that uncertainty is a gift, what was certain was me relapsing and making all the bad decisions but only within uncertainty have I been able to stay sober for 3 weeks and go to the gym and loose all the weight I put on from munchies and gotten a second job to pay off debt and gotten myself a bike to start riding everywhere lots and lots of things I’m not used to doing but they are making me so much better, let’s all embrace uncertainty!