Well after 156 days clean what do I do relapse like a coward I I've had a very very stressful day started at 8:00 a.m. on Friday March 6th which was yesterday pretty sure you guys know that just need someone to vent to probably don't want to hear about my legal problems you know with court and probation officers and stuff like that so I ain't going to say too much I just don't know what to feel or do I always fuk everything up sober or not I still fuk it all up no matter how hard I try to do right Satan just comes up and show me how powerful he really is