hey. Is there anyone else who has been an addict since their youth. I’ve had an alcohol problem since I was 16. The very first day I started, it’s like I couldn’t stop. I now turn 21 in July. I really don’t know who I am without it. I feel nothing but anxiety and sadness. I don’t binge anymore, had my last binge about 2 months ago and it lasted 2 months. That was my first true binge over a long period of time and it has messed with me so bad. I was okay until that. it’s my source of being able to feel things. I can’t seem to make it without a shot or 1-2 drinks a day. I wish I never picked up that bottle.