I relapsed 3 months ago after being sober for 3 months. I been abusing ketamine mostly to escape reality and the lack of love. There been oxy benzo and weed also. I dont know how to regulate my feelings, feeling shitty every day being sober, binge eating only gives dopamine but thats also bad for me, i want to rebuild relationship with family, mostly my brother and start socializing because drugs replaced people in my life for 2 years after a rough breakup and honestly i dont know how to function among other people i feel like "alien" among them and have barelly friends who do drugs too and dont want to be around them. Any tips to deal with anything i said there? I'll be thankfull for any answer