Hey everyone, I’m posting here because I really want to hold myself accountable this time. I went almost a month without smoking weed, which felt like a big win for me after about 15 years of using weed. But yesterday I relapsed with some friends, thinking it would be fine… and it wasn’t. Out of nowhere I got really dizzy, started sweating cold, my heart was racing, and I felt like I might faint. It honestly scared me. This isn’t the first time it’s happened either, it’s actually one of the main reasons I tried quitting in the first place. I also feel pretty embarrassed. It’s the second time this has happened in front of people, and I hate feeling like I lost control like that. On top of that, I feel disappointed in myself for breaking my streak. At the same time, I’m trying to be honest with myself: I don’t think my body tolerates weed anymore. As much as I used to enjoy it, it just doesn’t feel worth it now. I don’t want this to turn into a cycle of quitting and relapsing again. I really want to stop for good this time. Has anyone gone through something similar where your body just started reacting badly? And what helped you stay consistent and not go back? Thanks for reading 🤍
J
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