day 4. I really really want to smoke and I've looked up thc calculators to see if I can get away with it; and i cant i'm so frustrated. it sucks because i don't even want to quit, I'm doing it because I lost all my freedoms from my parents. and they're the only ones who want me to quit, i could care less. I'm doing this because I really want to see my mom, and go to prom with my date (we've been talking for a minute and i think if we go together, something may come out of it) please pray for me, today is really hard and I'm truly thinking about relapsing, but i cant.