I've never gotten clean OR sober in my entire 36 years unless I was court ordered to do so, or unless I was in jail or prison. I am over 2 weeks sober because I needed to and because that need turned to a want when I saw that after I sweated through my sheets for 4 days and detoxed that it really isn't even that damn hard. It's all mind over matter. My life has been better than it has ever been for 2 weeks, no joke. So calm. So busy but calm. I am grateful just to be here folks.