idk if this is the right forum for it but it's just been a really, really hard week. my dad passed away suddenly last friday, and i'm just... reeling from it. it's so unexpected, you know? we weren't estranged or anything just, busy adult lives and now he's just gone. i've been trying so hard in my recovery. i know i've been talking about clearer thinking and more energy, and that's all still true, my job performance has actually been great. but right now, none of that feels like enough to fight this overwhelming grief. it's just so heavy.