40 days clean moved down to low intensity last week in treatment.... I lost my mom to an overdose in July and never wanted my kids to have to hurt the way I am and have been since the day I found her lifeless bodyi also don't want hurt them with my addiction anymore I wanna make beautiful memories work them and have them certain I'm here and they can't count on my love and security... I'm grateful I'm finding myself and learning to love me I know she's watching me and proud of my accomplishments ❤️💔🪽🫶