Today marks over 24 hours of being sober - as I think about why I relapsed, I realized I was hiding from the pain of being alone, thinking I was unworthy, and unloved not only by God but also by others, and so I would do everything in my power to prove that by doing the things I did. Today, I choose to continue to fight the good fight - not letting evil win, and trusting that I have a purpose and calling on my life, and that I’m loved regardless of what’s going on.