I have been struggling with alcohol. Really noticed I couldn’t handle myself in my early 20s I started drinking and having fun with my friend at 17. Im now going to be 29 in a few months and 12 years is to many to be wasting money and feeling like absolute garbage everyday after drinking to much the day before. I tried to stop drinking and have been slowing down but still somehow drinking daily. I had no self control. Now I’m 3 days sober and I’m finally just ready for this path in my life to be over and me to move onto healing.