halfway through the day and i’m feeling great. i got a lot done, i cleaned my apartment and did laundry and organized everything. stuff i’ve been putting off for the last two weeks during my bender. tonight is going to be the real challenge because i always smoke when i get off work to wind down. i’m going to fold laundry, watch some dance moms, make myself some dinner, try and work on some art and play skyrim. this one night has to be the proof to myself that i can handle this and i dont need weed to be happy and calm. i have been smoking every night for the last 15 days. wish me luck.