Okay, wow. That was a really, REALLY close call just now. Being 1 day sober, I knew it would be tough, but I just had a moment where my brain completely betrayed me, convincing me that 'just one' would fix everything. My hand was literally reaching for it. It was SO HARD, like a physical battle in my head. But I didn't. I stopped myself. I'm shaking a bit, but I didn't do it. I'm still here. I'M SO PROUD I didn't give in. This is INTENSE!