Okay, so it's only been 3 days for me, and I'm already getting hit with some deep thoughts about what this all really means. It's not just about stopping, is it?! It feels like we're being asked to reconstruct our entire understanding of self, minute by painful minute, day by day. It's like staring at a blank canvas after years of painting over everything. And yeah, it's TERRIFYING. But also, what an OPPORTUNITY! To actually choose what goes on that canvas. That's a truly profound idea I'm wrestling with today.