So, I have tried to sobor up many times. And I stop for a couple days then start again, because I feel good and think I can control it now. But i can't. Or I get withdrawals and drink to feel better. Im sure some of you all have been there too. Strange thing is this time it feels different. No cravings! No withdrawals! Nothing but feeling great and hopeful. At the same time it's confusing. And I wonder why, it can't be so easy. Am I going to crash all of the sudden or has it just not hit me yet. I guess we'll have to wait a see!