i am just over two years in and some days I swear I still feel like a newbie just figuring things out. Today is one of those days where I'm just utterly fed up with the expectation that everything should be easy now. like, it's NOT easy. recovery is work. good work, important work, but still WORK! I'm just tired of pretending it’s all rainbows and butterflies every single day, you know. Sometimes it's just a grind and that’s okay to acknowledge.