Hey i hope all of you are doing all right but i have a question have you everything felt that you are not living the life that you have to feel and i dont know how to describe it because i just felt that today and it feels strange or if its someone else that had this kind of feeling and i dont know but it feels strange sometimes i dont want to live the life that i am living because it feels empty and i am studying for a degree but i dont feel like a pure joy or real hapiness and the only way that i could describe that i can feel like joy or something that i like is by doing a substance and i wouldnt care to live in that way but you know i dont want to depend from domething else to get happiness because ive been there and is not cool but yeah that was something that i just thought today and i hope the best to all of you if you are reading this