I finally confessed about last weeks slip up to my partner. He was trying to work out the finances for next month & the guilt just broke me & I had to tell him while sobbing my eyes out. He was really angry, but has now switched to sad, because he feels like if he’d been better, then it wouldn’t have happened. Which isn’t true, he’s an angel. I’m the bad one. So some guilt relieved, but some still weighing from that comment. He still doesn’t even know how much the tick is! But as part of our agreement I have to stay going to a CA meeting. First one is tonight & I’m so nervous. Any tips? 😓😓