some days I just wanna scream, you know? like, the world keeps spinning and all the old triggers are still out there, just waiting. sometimes it feels like I'm doing all this work, all this healing, and then one little thing happens and it's like, really? we're doing this again? but then you remember all the strength you've built up and it's like, okay, not today, not ever again. it's tiring sometimes but it's worth it. ❤️ gotta remind myself of that.