I feel like drinking and smoking an  excessive amount is just considered “normal” once you’re in college. You look around you and that’s the “norm” and a lot of people are doing it way more than you so what’s the harm? I’ve gotten to the point where my friends from other colleges and my family have called me out for drinking and smoking way too much and I was in denial but ultimately I know they’re right. I guess i’m just struggling trying to do better for myself while also being in an environment where peer pressure is no joke and everything is WAYYYY to easily accessible