I’m just not feeling myself. Not ok. Pushing back tears all day yesterday and this morning. I’m struggling with feeling never good enough. I went this long and still am not getting drunk to deal with this because I know it doesn’t make the feelings go away, just temporarily. But I thought after 90 days I’d see some kind of difference in my anxiety and my weight. I’m so disgusted with my body and being in perimenopausal state isn’t helping.