Struggled with drug binging since I was 14 im 26 now usually mdma, cocaine, ketamine, no2 and benzos mostly all in the same night never really went longer than a few weeks without… I hate myself so much I ruin my relationship with anyone who cares about me I can’t stop fucking up no matter how much I want to change I’m really praying this weekend was the last one, I can’t keep doing this anymore :(