went almost 2 weeks without drinking until v day came up and i kinda js said f it. i mean it was a chill night anyway but kinda sucks being single on v day. i hope to not drink again for a while. it’s js complicated cus im not sure i want to be completely abstinent but im not like craving alcohol at all. i hope to keep the streak longer this time. 🙏🏽or at least if i do drink again it’s only 1 or ya know. idk im conflicted. cus im like do i need to be completely abstinent or like. i mean im not seeking out alcohol anyway.