I hit 100 days sober yesterday and it feels odd. I guess I could say if I’m being honest, I have a fear of letting myself go back to even trying one drink casually, even though I quit and stayed away from it while holidays rolled. Y, and even continued going to my local gang for kareoke etc because I informed my bartenders and the owner I’d stopped drinking due to health reasons before I went in. It’s been wild, and really easy compared to other things I’ve had to quit (solid foods for weeks due to surgery etc, for example). Is the part of me that is scared to even just try one glass of wine while at the resort on vacation my body and mind trying to tell me something? Hmmm