ugh, seriously, i'm so bored right now it's actually kinda annoying me! like, i just passed 1 month and you'd think I'd be all zen and whatever, but nope. My brain is just buzzing with nothing to do and it's making me twitchy. I remember thinking I'd have all this AMAZING new free time but half of it is just... staring at the ceiling. i know it's part of the process, finding new ways to fill the gaps, but right now it just feels like a void. I'm trying to be patient with myself but man, sometimes I just wanna scream into a pillow. How do you all deal with the super-duper boring bits when you just can't shake that restlessness? It's tough sometimes!