In 2025, i wasted the entire year failing to quit pmo (porn mastrub org..), i gained 20kg, i was the top student,but i lost all my potential and focus and started for the first time in my life thinking about su*cide. Whenever i look up for a solution i find that porn is common only among guys not girls like me. Now, im sick of this, even though i started 2026 in a wrong way, idon’t wanna welcome my 20th birthday with a damaged body, and cracked soul. I wannabe that Girl. This might be the motivation of day one, but i’ll report my feelings everyday to stay on track ❤️‍🩹