Hey chat, Today is my first day sober from weed, and I’m really trying to take it seriously. I feel like it’s been holding me back from my natural abilities. I’m 16. My mom struggles with alcohol and weed, and she leaves almost every day for a “break,” which means my older sister and I take care of our two younger sisters. They’re on the spectrum and need a lot of attention and help with things like cooking, bathing, brushing their teeth, and doing their hair. I’m tired. Tired of feeling like this is our responsibility. Tired of only being heard when I yell. Tired of being manipulated when I’m trying to grow. I started using weed because I felt alone. I don’t really have guidance or people to look up to. It’s mostly just me and my sisters. But I know I’m strong. I know I have potential. I’m trying to break this cycle with nothing but my heart and my mind. I want to change. I may feel lost sometimes, but I’m not weak or dumb. I’m a 16 year old doing the best I can in a unfair situation. And I believe that if I keep choosing myself, even one day at a time, I’ll build a life that looks nothing like the one I grew up in. 🤍🕊